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Monday, July 23, 2012

46# 感謝妳們


維多利亞唯一不錯的就是天氣比溫哥華好多了!
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雖然我不是很想每次都把生活大喇喇的放在這 ((但還是很常))
不過這樣回妳們比較快

他幾天前跟我說他跟他爸媽說他明年 9 月會搬回去
我說 "蛤?????? 他們有很驚訝嗎?"
((我是在蛤.. 想說死定了, 他媽一定會覺得是因為我. 因為我跟她說過我想回去, 但她不贊成))
他說 "沒, 他們一直知道我覺得這裡很無聊"
之後我把我的 "憂心點" 跟他說, 他現在工作很順阿, 他爸媽阿 等等之類的

他居然說 "我們沒小孩, 沒家庭, 沒欠債的, 只不過是搬過去而已, 沒怎樣吧?"
我又想說 "蛤ˊ阿ˊ阿ˊ~~~??????? 他怎麼這麼淡定..?!
而且居然沒有提到任何 "我只想要妳開心點" 之類的字"
有點傻眼?!
我想他已經 made peace with this issue, 所以可以很坦然
想想他去年不到三秒鐘就拒絕我, 說那分手. 跟今年反應實在差很多
我猜中間也有很多掙扎, 不過我們總是會先自己消化某些想法和情緒再和對方溝通

我真是 lucky 阿~~
是不是?!
不過也是我的革命, 忍氣吞聲, 和血淚換來的
別覺得我白白得到這頭等艙機票的阿!

相對的, 我也開始害怕... 那種............ 空空的感覺
我想我就是太麻煩, 怎樣都害怕ㄚ....



9 comments:

  1. Master Mich SenseiJuly 23, 2012 at 6:21 PM

    就是怕失去所以害怕吧..
    you'll be fine der
    everything happens for a reason
    順其自然 and enjoy the ups and downs in life!

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    1. 妳是寫給自己看得嗎?XD
      加油!!

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  2. 是 "唯一" 不是 "為一" XD

    如果他說都是為了你, 只要你快樂,你不是會 guilty 到死嗎? XD
    然後搬回去也不快樂, 每次跟朋友出去就想到他的大犧牲啊?
    (I know thats how I would feel!)
    所以...他是聰明的男人, 所有重擔他來扛嗎? 好浪漫啊 ^____^

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    1. Thanks Stacy!^^

      浪漫.......... 唉呀!....
      哪裡阿?! = ^ =
      不過我想他是有變聰明一點... ^^"

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    2. How are things in Florida anyway? Settling down soon?!

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  3. hahahaha
    OMG Florida is hot hot hot, its like TW, which makes going out scary,
    (I worry if car is too hot for bb, if AC is too cold for bb etc =_=)
    we are finally moving into our home this weekend, there will be A LOT of cleaning and settling work... I look forward to the day when I can say I've finally SETTLED DOWN... XD

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    1. That is good to hear! At least you guys found a place already!
      Hope to visit you guys some day. I am sure there will be a gathering in Florida! heheheheee!

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  4. Hahahaha!
    都到手了 還煩惱。
    恭喜你革命成功 我還再加油啊。Orz.....
    Just when I thought I convinced him, he changed his mind again,,,,,arg!

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    1. It's ok.. you have til December! He told me he doesn't want Emma in China either!! December is closer than my next Sept!

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